Hmm, haven’t blogged in a few days (: much has happened (: and finally, I let go of everything (: everything is over (: I feel much more relaxed & happy (:
Gonna change my layout Xp seeing too much black makes me feel dark XD hahas (:
Hmm, been doing a lot of thinking lately… lots of sleepless nights ): missed my piggy classmates ): miss school ):
I WANNA GO TO SCHOOL ):
OMG, three days of school left o.o ARGH ): gonna be a boring holiday. Sighsss ): Hmm, worried bout my results and all ~ Hmm…
Can’t stand it no more. It’s only been three days of holiday and I’m already bored out of my skull == ARGH ): I WANNA I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL Xp
Why can’t I go back to school? ): Huhuu T.T
21 October 2009
19 October 2009
朋友，最好的朋友 (: ♥
我们长久的友谊不是这样就说结束吧? 我多希望能够回到以前呢~ 难道我们这一生就不能再一起快快乐乐过日子了吗?
现在的我们是隔着很长的距离了。虽然如此，我都不会忘记你曾对我说过的一切，和我渡过的日子，一起笑，一起哭。这都是我们之间美好的回忆，都是值得我们牢牢记在心。你那么相信我，我也很相信你。
我们曾是朋友，现在还是朋友。我想你也不会要失去朋友吧? 都怪我想太多。事情的发生都不是我们俩想的。对不起! 我不会怪你不理我。
少了你这个朋友，我少了快乐，多了烦恼。
过了就算了吧 (: 流下的泪包含的意义是连我你，千言万语都不能表达的。流下的眼泪，都是值得的 (: 我想，过了那一天，接下来的日子都不会像以前那么开心了。你不会连最后的再见都不说就离开吧? (:
我希望你还会把我当成朋友吧 (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydingPIMWsg&feature=related
现在的我们是隔着很长的距离了。虽然如此，我都不会忘记你曾对我说过的一切，和我渡过的日子，一起笑，一起哭。这都是我们之间美好的回忆，都是值得我们牢牢记在心。你那么相信我，我也很相信你。
我们曾是朋友，现在还是朋友。我想你也不会要失去朋友吧? 都怪我想太多。事情的发生都不是我们俩想的。对不起! 我不会怪你不理我。
少了你这个朋友，我少了快乐，多了烦恼。
过了就算了吧 (: 流下的泪包含的意义是连我你，千言万语都不能表达的。流下的眼泪，都是值得的 (: 我想，过了那一天，接下来的日子都不会像以前那么开心了。你不会连最后的再见都不说就离开吧? (:
我希望你还会把我当成朋友吧 (:
朋友
这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错 还记得 坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过 一声朋友你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydingPIMWsg&feature=related
THE ATTITUDE ♥
what can I do? Its not worth…
Though we’ve been friends forever, we are just from different worlds. We look alike, we play together, we laugh, we cry,… we do everything together. But still, I won’t say those times I had with you were fake. I had wonderful times with you (: Don’t worry, I won’t let you go so easily… sure we are still friends. You still have a place in my heart. I promise (: maybe, we won’t be able to play and laugh like the old times but I can sure say that I miss the old days, so much. Hmm, let’s say those days aren’t coming back. I appreciate the happiness you gave me but,… I just felt like rubbish to you… Well, maybe that’s not what you meant to do, sure, I guess that I was thinking too much… I just needed someone that could listen to me, that’s all. I’m not saying that different worlds couldn’t mix together, but it’s just the attitude problem.
WE PLAY HARD; WE FALL HARD. WE LAUGH HARD; WE CRY HARD.
There ain’t any probs that can’t be solved. It’s not that I don’t want to redeem our friendship but everyone says it’s not worth. They all say I’m better off. Well, I really never thought of that… But guess they want the best for me. Imma start to hate stwpid weekends. It’s all pointless now. I’ve got nothing to prove anymore. I guess it’s time to move on. It’s gonna take me some time to get use to things right now. I guess this is it…
IT’S GONNA START TO QUITE DOWN.
I have nothing much to say anymore, I’M GONNA MISS THIS ALL (:
ONCE A FRIEND, ALWAYS A FRIEND (:
CRYSTAL ♥
Though we’ve been friends forever, we are just from different worlds. We look alike, we play together, we laugh, we cry,… we do everything together. But still, I won’t say those times I had with you were fake. I had wonderful times with you (: Don’t worry, I won’t let you go so easily… sure we are still friends. You still have a place in my heart. I promise (: maybe, we won’t be able to play and laugh like the old times but I can sure say that I miss the old days, so much. Hmm, let’s say those days aren’t coming back. I appreciate the happiness you gave me but,… I just felt like rubbish to you… Well, maybe that’s not what you meant to do, sure, I guess that I was thinking too much… I just needed someone that could listen to me, that’s all. I’m not saying that different worlds couldn’t mix together, but it’s just the attitude problem.
WE PLAY HARD; WE FALL HARD. WE LAUGH HARD; WE CRY HARD.
There ain’t any probs that can’t be solved. It’s not that I don’t want to redeem our friendship but everyone says it’s not worth. They all say I’m better off. Well, I really never thought of that… But guess they want the best for me. Imma start to hate stwpid weekends. It’s all pointless now. I’ve got nothing to prove anymore. I guess it’s time to move on. It’s gonna take me some time to get use to things right now. I guess this is it…
IT’S GONNA START TO QUITE DOWN.
I have nothing much to say anymore, I’M GONNA MISS THIS ALL (:
ONCE A FRIEND, ALWAYS A FRIEND (:
CRYSTAL ♥
14 October 2009
Hmm , A SAD WEDNESDAY ):
Feeling weird right now …
No words can describe that feeling . Its just weird .
ARGH ~ @_@
Hmm, so I’ve thought about things for some time … I’ve realized that I aint doing any better as a friend . Well, of course , as a friend I should know & understand a lot bout my friends . But I felt that I never really stood on their side and thought about things . I feel so selfish . Actually , they aren’t bad at all . I am . I guess things changed just because of my stinking attitude . Everything’s changed so much . I really don’t want things to be like this . I feel that I cant do anything no more . I am no more good at making people laugh / smile . I am so useless . I can do nothing .
All that I can do is accompany you till sleep & listen to everything you’re about to say . I promise to keep a secret when you tell me to . I promise I will look out for you and wont let you get hurt .
Its mid of October . Few more weeks and school’s done . My friends are going away , far far away . Boy am I gonna miss them ): I hate this . It has only been a few months that we’ve been friends and all . So fast that you guys have to go . But my heart will never let you guys go . You guys will always have a place in my heart . THE BEST (:
Nightsss ya’ll (:
No words can describe that feeling . Its just weird .
ARGH ~ @_@
Hmm, so I’ve thought about things for some time … I’ve realized that I aint doing any better as a friend . Well, of course , as a friend I should know & understand a lot bout my friends . But I felt that I never really stood on their side and thought about things . I feel so selfish . Actually , they aren’t bad at all . I am . I guess things changed just because of my stinking attitude . Everything’s changed so much . I really don’t want things to be like this . I feel that I cant do anything no more . I am no more good at making people laugh / smile . I am so useless . I can do nothing .
All that I can do is accompany you till sleep & listen to everything you’re about to say . I promise to keep a secret when you tell me to . I promise I will look out for you and wont let you get hurt .
Its mid of October . Few more weeks and school’s done . My friends are going away , far far away . Boy am I gonna miss them ): I hate this . It has only been a few months that we’ve been friends and all . So fast that you guys have to go . But my heart will never let you guys go . You guys will always have a place in my heart . THE BEST (:
Nightsss ya’ll (:
12 October 2009
11 October 2009
JUST Y0U ♥
FUN DAY SUNDAY (X
Tomorrow’s exam ): sad just thinking bout it =.= sighsss. what to do what to do ):
Sleepless nights ): I wake up each time thinking of you. I’m sure you’re tired. You’re always running around in my mind. You are the first one I think of each morning, and the last one I think of each time I fall asleep. I wake up in the middle of the night missing your smile. I closed my eyes and imagine you’re by my side as I fell asleep.
You are the reason why. You are always on my mind (X
I have no regrets.
I L0VE Y0U ♥ 0NLY Y0U (:
Tomorrow’s exam ): sad just thinking bout it =.= sighsss. what to do what to do ):
Sleepless nights ): I wake up each time thinking of you. I’m sure you’re tired. You’re always running around in my mind. You are the first one I think of each morning, and the last one I think of each time I fall asleep. I wake up in the middle of the night missing your smile. I closed my eyes and imagine you’re by my side as I fell asleep.
You are the reason why. You are always on my mind (X
I have no regrets.
I L0VE Y0U ♥ 0NLY Y0U (:
09 October 2009
I LIE WITH MY LIPS (: ♥
( FACEBOOK QUIZ RESULT )
You lie with your words. Obviously, this is the stereotypical form of lying, but you are anything but typical.You are a smooth talker who is good at getting what they want. You are used to having th...ings handed to you on a silver platter and often think you have everything about the world figured out. You do know how the cold world you've come to accept works, but you have given up hope of the perfect fantasy world that still might be out there. People melt into you because you always know exactly what to say to which people. To them, they think you are staring into their soul, but in actuality, you just tell them the basic things that everyone feels. You are good at stirring emotions in people and repeating back to them the emotion you just caused them to feel. You are easily swayed by people who are physically attractive, but have a hard time falling for people based on their personality. You are, however, a very convincing liar.
You lie because you believe it is the only way to get by in the world. You live in a world of people who are only as deep as their skin, but this is partially your own fault. You are drawn to shallow people because they are easy to manipulate. You have fun being able to guess how others are feeling because it makes you feel like the smartest person in the world. Your weakness are the people who look you in the eyes and see past your words. They laugh at you when you try to guess their emotion because your mind games don't work on them...
IT AINT JUST ANOTHER DAY ...
First day of exams are all the same … Everyone turns out nervous , acting like good girls & good boys … Trust me , its fake (: its just momentarily (: ( They are way too nervous (X )
So , today we had … uhmm CHINESE & GEO o.o well , Chinese was alright . But I aint sure I’m passing GEO . 0hh well , what can I do ?
Hmm , we’re gonna have the rest of the weekend off . weee X) Monday we gonna sit for uhmm … BM & COMP exam . Zzz what is there to test again bout comp ? we’ve had enough tests laaa ~ ):
Aaahh ~ I tried to lay down & rest , nothing worked . Nothing could keep my mind off of …… uhmm …
Sighsss , forget it ):
Normally during exam , people stress about exam stuff , but I aint even worried bout that stwpid exam . Its like it’s a free day at school each time as I attend exam . Though I am a little worried bout examsss but its like I’m really relaxed bout it . I know I couldn’t pass . why do I bother ? ( sorry ): )
I know I aint trying hard enough . But its just like there’s something stuck and blocking my heart to study . Feeling blank . Feeling moody . Feeling like I’m being used .
Sometimes , among my friends , I’d feel like I’m being used . I feel like I’m a wallet full of cash waiting for them to spend .
I FEEL USED . I FEEL SO STUPID HAVING EVERYONE STEP OVER ME . I FEEL … SO USELESS .
So , today we had … uhmm CHINESE & GEO o.o well , Chinese was alright . But I aint sure I’m passing GEO . 0hh well , what can I do ?
Hmm , we’re gonna have the rest of the weekend off . weee X) Monday we gonna sit for uhmm … BM & COMP exam . Zzz what is there to test again bout comp ? we’ve had enough tests laaa ~ ):
Aaahh ~ I tried to lay down & rest , nothing worked . Nothing could keep my mind off of …… uhmm …
Sighsss , forget it ):
Normally during exam , people stress about exam stuff , but I aint even worried bout that stwpid exam . Its like it’s a free day at school each time as I attend exam . Though I am a little worried bout examsss but its like I’m really relaxed bout it . I know I couldn’t pass . why do I bother ? ( sorry ): )
I know I aint trying hard enough . But its just like there’s something stuck and blocking my heart to study . Feeling blank . Feeling moody . Feeling like I’m being used .
Sometimes , among my friends , I’d feel like I’m being used . I feel like I’m a wallet full of cash waiting for them to spend .
I FEEL USED . I FEEL SO STUPID HAVING EVERYONE STEP OVER ME . I FEEL … SO USELESS .
06 October 2009
HAPPY TUESDAY (:
Tomorrow’s holiday … holiday holiday ): suppose to study , but I’ve done nothing yet until now o.o OMG ):
No heart no mood study ; sighsss …
Tuition tonight … OMG tired o.o
LOVE DRUNK LOVE DRUNK LOVE DRUNK (:
L0ve it l0ve it l0ve it X)
Lalaalaaa (:
Hmm ,…
Listening to songsss (: singing singing (:
Hahas (:
Well, chow ~!
Happy studying ya’ll X)
05 October 2009
EXAM IS NOTHING ^^ ( I HOPE )
Hello Hello (:
ARGH ): Feel so dull today ~ Lalaalaaa Xp
Came home by four. Tired ): went to sleep. Woke up, took my phone... Zzz =.= guess what? 30cents left =.= useless ): sms A FEW only. No credit liiaw alrk ~ ARGH ): bored ): I could swear I was suppose to write something important... Uhmm...
0hh yahh, MICHELLE came back~! OMG couldn’t believe my eyes o.o so happy (: she is back she is back (: missed her crazy face (:
Hmm, nothing special in school today... as usual, people get scold this and that. Lalaalaaa ):
Doing project == trying to study OMG fainting ):
Sighssss ): hope exam wouldn’t take that long of time. Everything’s so different right now. Everyone’s is so busy already. I don’t want my friends to be too busy for me ): Sorry ):
Well, mum’s nagging ... SIGHSSS ):
Chow ~!
GOOD LUCK YOU GUYS (:
ARGH ): Feel so dull today ~ Lalaalaaa Xp
Came home by four. Tired ): went to sleep. Woke up, took my phone... Zzz =.= guess what? 30cents left =.= useless ): sms A FEW only. No credit liiaw alrk ~ ARGH ): bored ): I could swear I was suppose to write something important... Uhmm...
0hh yahh, MICHELLE came back~! OMG couldn’t believe my eyes o.o so happy (: she is back she is back (: missed her crazy face (:
Hmm, nothing special in school today... as usual, people get scold this and that. Lalaalaaa ):
Doing project == trying to study OMG fainting ):
Sighssss ): hope exam wouldn’t take that long of time. Everything’s so different right now. Everyone’s is so busy already. I don’t want my friends to be too busy for me ): Sorry ):
Well, mum’s nagging ... SIGHSSS ):
Chow ~!
GOOD LUCK YOU GUYS (:
04 October 2009
THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING ♥
Today, I’ve realized something I never thought of... Today, I’ve realized people could change anytime, GOOD to BAD ; BAD to GOOD...
I’ve realized,... My friends really do care for me... I’ve realized,.. My friends were always there for me... I’ve realized,... I never appreciated them enough ):
You guys, I LOVE YOU (:
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST , ALL THAT I COULD EVER WISHED FOR (:
So guess what? 4more days to exam. Nervous ? YEAH I AM ): sighsss ): I pray that I wont fail this exam. God, help me?
Planning study dates, planning when to do this, when to do that. ARGH ): I really don’t feel like studying ):
Guys, help meeee ~ ):
Hmm, I haven’t blogged for a few days. I have no idea what to write Xp I have no idea whats important to write and whats not. Hahas Xp so, everyone’s all busy for exam. Sighsss ): Everyone is so worried bout exam, so stressed & and so moody ): Aww ): PMR, SPM, blahh blahh blahh~ Its all just a test. Its just another exam. Just that.
Guys, I want you all to know how much you’ve helped me through all year long (: You guys are so caring so sweet (: I l0ve you guys (: I know you guys are busy sometimes, I understand that. I also respect that. But its just that I really wished you guys would reply ): well, I WISHED (X but though you guys still won’t leave me alone (: You guys are always there for me, even in hard times. And I want you all to know, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU GUYS TOO (:
Aww (: I L0VE Y0U GUYSSS (: Mwuahsss <3
I’ve realized,... My friends really do care for me... I’ve realized,.. My friends were always there for me... I’ve realized,... I never appreciated them enough ):
You guys, I LOVE YOU (:
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST , ALL THAT I COULD EVER WISHED FOR (:
So guess what? 4more days to exam. Nervous ? YEAH I AM ): sighsss ): I pray that I wont fail this exam. God, help me?
Planning study dates, planning when to do this, when to do that. ARGH ): I really don’t feel like studying ):
Guys, help meeee ~ ):
Hmm, I haven’t blogged for a few days. I have no idea what to write Xp I have no idea whats important to write and whats not. Hahas Xp so, everyone’s all busy for exam. Sighsss ): Everyone is so worried bout exam, so stressed & and so moody ): Aww ): PMR, SPM, blahh blahh blahh~ Its all just a test. Its just another exam. Just that.
Guys, I want you all to know how much you’ve helped me through all year long (: You guys are so caring so sweet (: I l0ve you guys (: I know you guys are busy sometimes, I understand that. I also respect that. But its just that I really wished you guys would reply ): well, I WISHED (X but though you guys still won’t leave me alone (: You guys are always there for me, even in hard times. And I want you all to know, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU GUYS TOO (:
Aww (: I L0VE Y0U GUYSSS (: Mwuahsss <3
02 October 2009
Friday ♥
so busy today . Hahas . somehow, I'm starting to like doing projects x) its kinda fun (:
and you only type all you need . Hahas .
well, its gonna be a busy day (:
will blog later on if i have the chance x)
wish me luck, only 16 more hours to go ^^
I LOVE MY PHONE ♥ I MISS MY PHONE ♥
and you only type all you need . Hahas .
well, its gonna be a busy day (:
will blog later on if i have the chance x)
wish me luck, only 16 more hours to go ^^
I LOVE MY PHONE ♥ I MISS MY PHONE ♥
01 October 2009
WE LOVE YOU MICHELLE (: ♥
DEAR DEAR MICHELLE (:
Heard she’s gonna leave soon . they say tomorrow’s her last day . WOW o.o never thought of that . All those SWEET SWEET MEMORIES (: sighs ): miss hanging out with her . I seemed like a so far away friend to her , to all of them though . Though I am as far , we still had memories (: GOOD & BAD (:
Of course , everyone isn’t hoping that she’d go away so fast X) Its all good . 我们会再见 ^^ ( l0ve this song , this will always remind me of YOU , Mimi )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCLCeQWDO-Q&NR=1
I know I dont mean much to you , to any of you . You guys are still in my heart . You WERE my FRIEND , YOU GUYS WERE MY FRIENDS . And once a friend , always a friend (: Miss the old days ... hanging out together , going crazy , laughing together & doing everything together x) ALL OF THAT . ALL OF THOSE SWEET MEMORIES . Are yours to keep (:
REALLY REALLY GONNA MISS YOU . LOTS MORE TO SAY BUT IT AINT ALL WORDS COULD DISCRIBE . WELL , WISH YOU ALL THE BEST (:
LOVE YOU , Mwuahsss x)
Heard she’s gonna leave soon . they say tomorrow’s her last day . WOW o.o never thought of that . All those SWEET SWEET MEMORIES (: sighs ): miss hanging out with her . I seemed like a so far away friend to her , to all of them though . Though I am as far , we still had memories (: GOOD & BAD (:
Of course , everyone isn’t hoping that she’d go away so fast X) Its all good . 我们会再见 ^^ ( l0ve this song , this will always remind me of YOU , Mimi )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCLCeQWDO-Q&NR=1
I know I dont mean much to you , to any of you . You guys are still in my heart . You WERE my FRIEND , YOU GUYS WERE MY FRIENDS . And once a friend , always a friend (: Miss the old days ... hanging out together , going crazy , laughing together & doing everything together x) ALL OF THAT . ALL OF THOSE SWEET MEMORIES . Are yours to keep (:
REALLY REALLY GONNA MISS YOU . LOTS MORE TO SAY BUT IT AINT ALL WORDS COULD DISCRIBE . WELL , WISH YOU ALL THE BEST (:
LOVE YOU , Mwuahsss x)
I MISS HIM ♥
Hmm , today’s Thursday . And guess how I got an excuse to online ?
PROJECT !!!
LOLSSS ~ Hmm , didn’t chat much though , went out for awhile . sighsss . Hard that I could online but I gone out . I still have half an hour left , tuition later . SIGHS ): Aaahhhh , tired owh ~
Lalaalaaa ~ Damn HAPPY (: getting my phone back by SATURDAY (: Saturday’s gonna be real fun x) Hmm ,...
What to do what to do ? nobody’s replying my messages alrk ~
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP ; BUSY THIS , BUSY THAT ; STUDYYY ~
Eeeee , nobody accompany me ): Eee , 20 more minutes alrk ~ gonna leave soon ): Eee , cannot chat no more ):
Eee Eee Eee , so many things to write alrk ~! Eee , don’t know what to write first , and when to end LOLS . Eeeee , nevermind laa , not important de laa X) wahahaa (:
Hmm ,... Eee ? someone replied meeee X)
Well , CHOW ~~~
GAMBATEH in EXAM yeah guys (:
Hope I could pass , Hope you ALL could pass ~
FRIDAY , 9th OCTOBER 2009 .
ALL THE BEST .
30 September 2009
30 September 2009 ; Wednesday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DANIEL LEE .
Fun day at school (: stwpid Daniel gehh Birthday x) tired tired . Mum is so damn freaked out bout exam . Zzz =.= couldn’t online , ARGH ):
2 more days 2 more days (: Imma get back my phone x) missed it so ~
Few more days till exam too . SIGHSSS . Havent study alrk ~!! Gonna get scolded lowh ~
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DANIEL LEE .
Fun day at school (: stwpid Daniel gehh Birthday x) tired tired . Mum is so damn freaked out bout exam . Zzz =.= couldn’t online , ARGH ):
2 more days 2 more days (: Imma get back my phone x) missed it so ~
Few more days till exam too . SIGHSSS . Havent study alrk ~!! Gonna get scolded lowh ~
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~!
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