IT AINT JUST ANOTHER DAY ...

First day of exams are all the same … Everyone turns out nervous , acting like good girls & good boys … Trust me , its fake (: its just momentarily (: ( They are way too nervous (X )

So , today we had … uhmm CHINESE & GEO o.o well , Chinese was alright . But I aint sure I’m passing GEO . 0hh well , what can I do ?

Hmm , we’re gonna have the rest of the weekend off . weee X) Monday we gonna sit for uhmm … BM & COMP exam . Zzz what is there to test again bout comp ? we’ve had enough tests laaa ~ ):

Aaahh ~ I tried to lay down & rest , nothing worked . Nothing could keep my mind off of …… uhmm …

Sighsss , forget it ):

Normally during exam , people stress about exam stuff , but I aint even worried bout that stwpid exam . Its like it’s a free day at school each time as I attend exam . Though I am a little worried bout examsss but its like I’m really relaxed bout it . I know I couldn’t pass . why do I bother ? ( sorry ): )

I know I aint trying hard enough . But its just like there’s something stuck and blocking my heart to study . Feeling blank . Feeling moody . Feeling like I’m being used .

Sometimes , among my friends , I’d feel like I’m being used . I feel like I’m a wallet full of cash waiting for them to spend .

I FEEL USED . I FEEL SO STUPID HAVING EVERYONE STEP OVER ME . I FEEL … SO USELESS .