I know , YOU'RE JUST TO BUSY FOR ME .

Back from , uhh ... no where ==


Sighsss ~

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE . ARGH ): DAMN MOODY TODAY ): WHAT HAPPENED ?! AAAHHHHH ~!


This year ...
was really FUN & EXCITING ~ experienced a lot .

we start out GREAT ; still we hang out ; we are all together ; WE WERE ONE . ( missed that )

Few weeks later , fights came up ; this and that .

Things weren’t the same anymore ):

After all those silly fights , everything calmed down ; everyone have had enough .


Until all of this is over , everything is so not the same anymore ; well , like they say “ THINGS CHANGE , PEOPLE CHANGE ” . the sad thing is , THINGS CHANGED FOR THE WORST , EVERYTIME . well sure things will still change , but its NEVER for the BETTER . what happened to all ??


After the year , as everything started to settle down . THINGS START ALL OVER AGAIN . SILLY FIGHTS CONTINUES ; ARGUEMENTS ; EVERYTHING STILL WOULD CHANGE . IF ITS FOR THE BETTER , THINGS WONT END UP LIKE , THIS .


TIRED OF ALL THIS . so tired . whats up with all this ? why does everything start & end all over again & again & again ?? whats the point , nobody learns their lessons .


All along , EVERYTHING I SAY , becomes a DREAM .

EVERYTHING I THOUGHT , becomes REALITY .

Is that a sign ? Is it ? Is it nothing more than just a DREAM ? Is that what WE WANTED ALL ALONG ? Is this how it ENDS ?



ARGH , I GIVE UP !!




So , its been a few days since I last online . Mom FREAKED OUT == ( I failed almost every subject ) sighs .


This morning ,...

ARGH T.T

I HATE GOING ONLINE ANYMORE . I HATE THIS . GUESS , YOU GUYS ARE JUST TOO BUSY ; WAY BUSY ; NO TIME FOR NOTHING . THAT FELT LIKE ... its just ... NO WORDS COULD DISCRIBE THAT . LIKE THEY SAY “ WORDS ARE HURTFUL “ . well , at least I think so .


I started up so hopeful and all . uhh , I was BLIND . ARGH . stupid stupid stupid .
why was I stupid enough to think that FRIENDS WERE MY EVERYTHING . ARGHHHH !!!!


what up with people , huh ?