tough LIFE ): IMISSU ; INEEDU

DESPERATE ):

TOUGH LIFE . GOT MY LIFE STRANGLED UP . PRESSURE . EVERYONE’S GIVING PRESSURE . HIGH EXPECTATIONS . THEY EXPECT SO MUCH OF ME . FEEL SO USELESS .

I am trying my BEST . I am gonna study , I am gonna do what I can . I will try . I do not want pressure , I already give MYSELF pressure . I do not need more . I cant live in a pile of pressure . I wont succeed .

I know expectations are a boost to success ( well , something like that ) but it aint just my parents , my family . Its everyone I know . I really get that a lot . If I cant reach they’re expectations I feel so useless .

*I AM LAME =.=*

I NEED HELP ): I REALLY DO ):
WHY ARENT YOU THERE WHEN I NEED YOU ?
YOU’RE ALWAYS SO BUSY .

UHH , WHATEVER . I GIVE UP .