21 October 2009
JUST one word : BORING (:
Gonna change my layout Xp seeing too much black makes me feel dark XD hahas (:
Hmm, been doing a lot of thinking lately… lots of sleepless nights ): missed my piggy classmates ): miss school ):
I WANNA GO TO SCHOOL ):
OMG, three days of school left o.o ARGH ): gonna be a boring holiday. Sighsss ): Hmm, worried bout my results and all ~ Hmm…
Can’t stand it no more. It’s only been three days of holiday and I’m already bored out of my skull == ARGH ): I WANNA I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL Xp
Why can’t I go back to school? ): Huhuu T.T
19 October 2009
朋友,最好的朋友 (: ♥
现在的我们是隔着很长的距离了。虽然如此,我都不会忘记你曾对我说过的一切,和我渡过的日子,一起笑,一起哭。这都是我们之间美好的回忆,都是值得我们牢牢记在心。你那么相信我,我也很相信你。
我们曾是朋友,现在还是朋友。我想你也不会要失去朋友吧? 都怪我想太多。事情的发生都不是我们俩想的。对不起! 我不会怪你不理我。
少了你这个朋友,我少了快乐,多了烦恼。
过了就算了吧 (: 流下的泪包含的意义是连我你,千言万语都不能表达的。流下的眼泪,都是值得的 (: 我想,过了那一天,接下来的日子都不会像以前那么开心了。你不会连最后的再见都不说就离开吧? (:
我希望你还会把我当成朋友吧 (:
朋友
这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错 还记得 坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过 一声朋友你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydingPIMWsg&feature=related
THE ATTITUDE ♥
Though we’ve been friends forever, we are just from different worlds. We look alike, we play together, we laugh, we cry,… we do everything together. But still, I won’t say those times I had with you were fake. I had wonderful times with you (: Don’t worry, I won’t let you go so easily… sure we are still friends. You still have a place in my heart. I promise (: maybe, we won’t be able to play and laugh like the old times but I can sure say that I miss the old days, so much. Hmm, let’s say those days aren’t coming back. I appreciate the happiness you gave me but,… I just felt like rubbish to you… Well, maybe that’s not what you meant to do, sure, I guess that I was thinking too much… I just needed someone that could listen to me, that’s all. I’m not saying that different worlds couldn’t mix together, but it’s just the attitude problem.
WE PLAY HARD; WE FALL HARD. WE LAUGH HARD; WE CRY HARD.
There ain’t any probs that can’t be solved. It’s not that I don’t want to redeem our friendship but everyone says it’s not worth. They all say I’m better off. Well, I really never thought of that… But guess they want the best for me. Imma start to hate stwpid weekends. It’s all pointless now. I’ve got nothing to prove anymore. I guess it’s time to move on. It’s gonna take me some time to get use to things right now. I guess this is it…
IT’S GONNA START TO QUITE DOWN.
I have nothing much to say anymore, I’M GONNA MISS THIS ALL (:
ONCE A FRIEND, ALWAYS A FRIEND (:
CRYSTAL ♥
14 October 2009
Hmm , A SAD WEDNESDAY ):
No words can describe that feeling . Its just weird .
ARGH ~ @_@
Hmm, so I’ve thought about things for some time … I’ve realized that I aint doing any better as a friend . Well, of course , as a friend I should know & understand a lot bout my friends . But I felt that I never really stood on their side and thought about things . I feel so selfish . Actually , they aren’t bad at all . I am . I guess things changed just because of my stinking attitude . Everything’s changed so much . I really don’t want things to be like this . I feel that I cant do anything no more . I am no more good at making people laugh / smile . I am so useless . I can do nothing .
All that I can do is accompany you till sleep & listen to everything you’re about to say . I promise to keep a secret when you tell me to . I promise I will look out for you and wont let you get hurt .
Its mid of October . Few more weeks and school’s done . My friends are going away , far far away . Boy am I gonna miss them ): I hate this . It has only been a few months that we’ve been friends and all . So fast that you guys have to go . But my heart will never let you guys go . You guys will always have a place in my heart . THE BEST (:
Nightsss ya’ll (:
12 October 2009
11 October 2009
JUST Y0U ♥
Tomorrow’s exam ): sad just thinking bout it =.= sighsss. what to do what to do ):
Sleepless nights ): I wake up each time thinking of you. I’m sure you’re tired. You’re always running around in my mind. You are the first one I think of each morning, and the last one I think of each time I fall asleep. I wake up in the middle of the night missing your smile. I closed my eyes and imagine you’re by my side as I fell asleep.
You are the reason why. You are always on my mind (X
I have no regrets.
I L0VE Y0U ♥ 0NLY Y0U (:
09 October 2009
I LIE WITH MY LIPS (: ♥
( FACEBOOK QUIZ RESULT )
You lie with your words. Obviously, this is the stereotypical form of lying, but you are anything but typical.You are a smooth talker who is good at getting what they want. You are used to having th...ings handed to you on a silver platter and often think you have everything about the world figured out. You do know how the cold world you've come to accept works, but you have given up hope of the perfect fantasy world that still might be out there. People melt into you because you always know exactly what to say to which people. To them, they think you are staring into their soul, but in actuality, you just tell them the basic things that everyone feels. You are good at stirring emotions in people and repeating back to them the emotion you just caused them to feel. You are easily swayed by people who are physically attractive, but have a hard time falling for people based on their personality. You are, however, a very convincing liar.
You lie because you believe it is the only way to get by in the world. You live in a world of people who are only as deep as their skin, but this is partially your own fault. You are drawn to shallow people because they are easy to manipulate. You have fun being able to guess how others are feeling because it makes you feel like the smartest person in the world. Your weakness are the people who look you in the eyes and see past your words. They laugh at you when you try to guess their emotion because your mind games don't work on them...
IT AINT JUST ANOTHER DAY ...
So , today we had … uhmm CHINESE & GEO o.o well , Chinese was alright . But I aint sure I’m passing GEO . 0hh well , what can I do ?
Hmm , we’re gonna have the rest of the weekend off . weee X) Monday we gonna sit for uhmm … BM & COMP exam . Zzz what is there to test again bout comp ? we’ve had enough tests laaa ~ ):
Aaahh ~ I tried to lay down & rest , nothing worked . Nothing could keep my mind off of …… uhmm …
Sighsss , forget it ):
Normally during exam , people stress about exam stuff , but I aint even worried bout that stwpid exam . Its like it’s a free day at school each time as I attend exam . Though I am a little worried bout examsss but its like I’m really relaxed bout it . I know I couldn’t pass . why do I bother ? ( sorry ): )
I know I aint trying hard enough . But its just like there’s something stuck and blocking my heart to study . Feeling blank . Feeling moody . Feeling like I’m being used .
Sometimes , among my friends , I’d feel like I’m being used . I feel like I’m a wallet full of cash waiting for them to spend .
I FEEL USED . I FEEL SO STUPID HAVING EVERYONE STEP OVER ME . I FEEL … SO USELESS .
06 October 2009
HAPPY TUESDAY (:
Tomorrow’s holiday … holiday holiday ): suppose to study , but I’ve done nothing yet until now o.o OMG ):
No heart no mood study ; sighsss …
Tuition tonight … OMG tired o.o
LOVE DRUNK LOVE DRUNK LOVE DRUNK (:
L0ve it l0ve it l0ve it X)
Lalaalaaa (:
Hmm ,…
Listening to songsss (: singing singing (:
Hahas (:
Well, chow ~!
Happy studying ya’ll X)
05 October 2009
EXAM IS NOTHING ^^ ( I HOPE )
ARGH ): Feel so dull today ~ Lalaalaaa Xp
Came home by four. Tired ): went to sleep. Woke up, took my phone... Zzz =.= guess what? 30cents left =.= useless ): sms A FEW only. No credit liiaw alrk ~ ARGH ): bored ): I could swear I was suppose to write something important... Uhmm...
0hh yahh, MICHELLE came back~! OMG couldn’t believe my eyes o.o so happy (: she is back she is back (: missed her crazy face (:
Hmm, nothing special in school today... as usual, people get scold this and that. Lalaalaaa ):
Doing project == trying to study OMG fainting ):
Sighssss ): hope exam wouldn’t take that long of time. Everything’s so different right now. Everyone’s is so busy already. I don’t want my friends to be too busy for me ): Sorry ):
Well, mum’s nagging ... SIGHSSS ):
Chow ~!
GOOD LUCK YOU GUYS (:
04 October 2009
THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING ♥
I’ve realized,... My friends really do care for me... I’ve realized,.. My friends were always there for me... I’ve realized,... I never appreciated them enough ):
You guys, I LOVE YOU (:
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST , ALL THAT I COULD EVER WISHED FOR (:
So guess what? 4more days to exam. Nervous ? YEAH I AM ): sighsss ): I pray that I wont fail this exam. God, help me?
Planning study dates, planning when to do this, when to do that. ARGH ): I really don’t feel like studying ):
Guys, help meeee ~ ):
Hmm, I haven’t blogged for a few days. I have no idea what to write Xp I have no idea whats important to write and whats not. Hahas Xp so, everyone’s all busy for exam. Sighsss ): Everyone is so worried bout exam, so stressed & and so moody ): Aww ): PMR, SPM, blahh blahh blahh~ Its all just a test. Its just another exam. Just that.
Guys, I want you all to know how much you’ve helped me through all year long (: You guys are so caring so sweet (: I l0ve you guys (: I know you guys are busy sometimes, I understand that. I also respect that. But its just that I really wished you guys would reply ): well, I WISHED (X but though you guys still won’t leave me alone (: You guys are always there for me, even in hard times. And I want you all to know, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU GUYS TOO (:
Aww (: I L0VE Y0U GUYSSS (: Mwuahsss <3
02 October 2009
Friday ♥
and you only type all you need . Hahas .
well, its gonna be a busy day (:
will blog later on if i have the chance x)
wish me luck, only 16 more hours to go ^^
I LOVE MY PHONE ♥ I MISS MY PHONE ♥
01 October 2009
WE LOVE YOU MICHELLE (: ♥
Heard she’s gonna leave soon . they say tomorrow’s her last day . WOW o.o never thought of that . All those SWEET SWEET MEMORIES (: sighs ): miss hanging out with her . I seemed like a so far away friend to her , to all of them though . Though I am as far , we still had memories (: GOOD & BAD (:
Of course , everyone isn’t hoping that she’d go away so fast X) Its all good . 我们会再见 ^^ ( l0ve this song , this will always remind me of YOU , Mimi )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCLCeQWDO-Q&NR=1
I know I dont mean much to you , to any of you . You guys are still in my heart . You WERE my FRIEND , YOU GUYS WERE MY FRIENDS . And once a friend , always a friend (: Miss the old days ... hanging out together , going crazy , laughing together & doing everything together x) ALL OF THAT . ALL OF THOSE SWEET MEMORIES . Are yours to keep (:
REALLY REALLY GONNA MISS YOU . LOTS MORE TO SAY BUT IT AINT ALL WORDS COULD DISCRIBE . WELL , WISH YOU ALL THE BEST (:
LOVE YOU , Mwuahsss x)
I MISS HIM ♥
Hmm , today’s Thursday . And guess how I got an excuse to online ?
PROJECT !!!
LOLSSS ~ Hmm , didn’t chat much though , went out for awhile . sighsss . Hard that I could online but I gone out . I still have half an hour left , tuition later . SIGHS ): Aaahhhh , tired owh ~
Lalaalaaa ~ Damn HAPPY (: getting my phone back by SATURDAY (: Saturday’s gonna be real fun x) Hmm ,...
What to do what to do ? nobody’s replying my messages alrk ~
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP ; BUSY THIS , BUSY THAT ; STUDYYY ~
Eeeee , nobody accompany me ): Eee , 20 more minutes alrk ~ gonna leave soon ): Eee , cannot chat no more ):
Eee Eee Eee , so many things to write alrk ~! Eee , don’t know what to write first , and when to end LOLS . Eeeee , nevermind laa , not important de laa X) wahahaa (:
Hmm ,... Eee ? someone replied meeee X)
Well , CHOW ~~~
GAMBATEH in EXAM yeah guys (:
Hope I could pass , Hope you ALL could pass ~
FRIDAY , 9th OCTOBER 2009 .
ALL THE BEST .
30 September 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DANIEL LEE .
Fun day at school (: stwpid Daniel gehh Birthday x) tired tired . Mum is so damn freaked out bout exam . Zzz =.= couldn’t online , ARGH ):
2 more days 2 more days (: Imma get back my phone x) missed it so ~
Few more days till exam too . SIGHSSS . Havent study alrk ~!! Gonna get scolded lowh ~
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~!
29 September 2009
I just hate it .
I HATE YOU ; I HATE MY LIFE .
28 September 2009
Just another day ...
ARGH ): I have had enough T.T
You’re just not the same anymore . I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR DO , what now ?
MISSING , MISSING , MISSING EVERYTHING IN THE PAST ...
NOTHING IS THE SAME ANYMORE . Just like that .
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO ?
SIGHSSS ):
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If SORRY helps , I would do anything ...
I’ve lost to much . Too much to lose . Too much , I don’t want this life .
Your words hurt . They really do . You guys are all the same ):
DREAMING WHILE EVERYBODY'S STUDYING o.o
Everything is all upside down . whats up ? what happened ? my god =.=
I kinda realized something right now . I WOULD ONLY HAVE THE MOOD TO BLOG WHEN I’M MOODY . AND ESPECIALLY WHEN I’M IN A BAD MOOD . so , what am I now ? I feel A BIT happy ~ well , A BIT . But I felt like everyone’s so busy . Am I missing something ? sighsss .
All the stress coming ~ EXAMS =.= tired , sighs . friends are having PMR & SPM those . ALL BUSY STUDYING OMG o.o I feel like I’m the only one still free enough to do THESE stwpid things ~ Zzz ...
DREAM DREAM DREAM ~~~
(:
Chowwww ~!
27 September 2009
crazy night (:
Eee , scary ... STRONG WIND & HEAVY RAIN . sounded so scary :S AAAHHH ~ my friend taught me something : GET IN THE ROOM ; CLOSE ALL THE WINDOWS & DOORS AND HIDE UNDER THE BLANKET . OMG o.o ( think He’s already doing that XD ) sweet dreams , stwpid (:
Hmm , ...
Hmm Hmm Hmm ~
After that storm , almost EVERYONE went offline . ( well , only friends that I normally chat with laa :D ) OMG o.o crazy people =.= Eee ~ Hate Hate ): Its only ten and they are all offline =.= DIE DIE DIE DIE Xp Blehh !
Well , LEFT one crazy monkey online . Zzz =.= watching GTO ? =.= LaLaaLaaa ~ crazyyy de . watch watch watch , then sot sot xia . then go back and watch . LOLS XD
Lalaalaaa ~ don’t know what to do now ... Zzz =.=
Eeeeeeeeee ~
26 September 2009
THINGS CHANGE ; PEOPLE CHANGE ):
0mg 0mg , don’t know what to write . I’m bored out of my SKULL . Zzz =.=
Well ...?
I’ve got NOTHING .
Lalaalaaa (: Buhbye ~
P/S monkeys eat BANANAS XD XD XD
Just like a DREAM ; sweet sweet DREAM (:
Sighsss , got so much left to write :X gotta sleep ady ): Huhuu ~
Blehhhh ~ Buhbye .
Night guys , and uhmm lastly , Happy Birthday TING (:
It aint THE END .
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SIGHSS ; IT AINT OVER ; IT AINT THE END ):
I know , YOU'RE JUST TO BUSY FOR ME .
Sighsss ~
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE . ARGH ): DAMN MOODY TODAY ): WHAT HAPPENED ?! AAAHHHHH ~!
This year ...
was really FUN & EXCITING ~ experienced a lot .
we start out GREAT ; still we hang out ; we are all together ; WE WERE ONE . ( missed that )
Few weeks later , fights came up ; this and that .
Things weren’t the same anymore ):
After all those silly fights , everything calmed down ; everyone have had enough .
Until all of this is over , everything is so not the same anymore ; well , like they say “ THINGS CHANGE , PEOPLE CHANGE ” . the sad thing is , THINGS CHANGED FOR THE WORST , EVERYTIME . well sure things will still change , but its NEVER for the BETTER . what happened to all ??
After the year , as everything started to settle down . THINGS START ALL OVER AGAIN . SILLY FIGHTS CONTINUES ; ARGUEMENTS ; EVERYTHING STILL WOULD CHANGE . IF ITS FOR THE BETTER , THINGS WONT END UP LIKE , THIS .
TIRED OF ALL THIS . so tired . whats up with all this ? why does everything start & end all over again & again & again ?? whats the point , nobody learns their lessons .
All along , EVERYTHING I SAY , becomes a DREAM .
EVERYTHING I THOUGHT , becomes REALITY .
Is that a sign ? Is it ? Is it nothing more than just a DREAM ? Is that what WE WANTED ALL ALONG ? Is this how it ENDS ?
ARGH , I GIVE UP !!
So , its been a few days since I last online . Mom FREAKED OUT == ( I failed almost every subject ) sighs .
This morning ,...
ARGH T.T
I HATE GOING ONLINE ANYMORE . I HATE THIS . GUESS , YOU GUYS ARE JUST TOO BUSY ; WAY BUSY ; NO TIME FOR NOTHING . THAT FELT LIKE ... its just ... NO WORDS COULD DISCRIBE THAT . LIKE THEY SAY “ WORDS ARE HURTFUL “ . well , at least I think so .
I started up so hopeful and all . uhh , I was BLIND . ARGH . stupid stupid stupid .
why was I stupid enough to think that FRIENDS WERE MY EVERYTHING . ARGHHHH !!!!
what up with people , huh ?
Lalaalaaa (:
Weee weee weee x)
Been a few days since my last post . couldn’t help it , mom don’t let me near the computer . ARGH ):
Hmm , much to write (:
24 SEPTEMBER 2009 ; THURSDAY
HAPPY ( belated ) BIRTHDAY to JOHN (:
26 SEPTEMBER 2009 ; SATURDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MONKEY TING (:
BEST WISHES YEOO (:
Hmm ,...
Today’s Saturday , suppose to be really fun at school . But I almost slept through the day ~ today WAS REALLY FUN , but ...
Blehh Xp
Hmm , kinda bored today .
Missed you ): Really did .
Sighsss ~
Well , gotta go . will MORE write soon (:
CHOW !
23 September 2009
Zzz
Hahas . weee x) Finished my HOMEWORK . stwpid homework . So tired . HEADACHE . My eyes are gonna fall off . ARGH ):
Movies movies movies ^^
Hmm , what to do what to do ? bored bored bored . Everyone’s OFFLINE . ARGH ): stwpid monkey went offline . ARGH ):
Blehh ~
Walalaalaaalaaa ~
Lalaalaaa ? Blehh Xp
y0ssh guysss (:
EXAM EXAM EXAM
Gambateh yeooo (:
( EXAM COUNTDOWN : 12 DAYS )
Mwuahsss <3>
Tired Wednesday ~
Damn tired ): went out , bought a few thingsss ...
Hmm , a lot of people went shopping today ~ saw a few of my friendsss ~ two classmates & two schoolmate ^^ Blehh Xp
Cookies cookiessss ~ weee x)
Hmm , came back bout two hours ago . Damn tired . But don’t really feel like sleeping . Gotta enjoy today x) Tomorrow’s Thursday , school reopens , tomorrow’s tuition . Gonna be a tiring day ... Hope school’s FUN tomorrow ~ miss school , miss all my piggy classmates x) Hahas .
Mwuahsss <3>
Excited bout tomorrow ~
Hmm , still got much to do ...
Which reminds me – HOMEWORK .
Lalaalaaa ~
Chow !
y0ssh guysss (:
EXAM EXAM EXAM
Gambateh yeooo (:
( EXAM COUNTDOWN : 12 DAYS )
Mwuahsss <3
22 September 2009
Blahh blahh blahhhhh ~~~
Headache Headache >.< Feel like vomiting ... ARGH =.=
Hmm ,...
What a BORED holiday ~ Dont even feel like its holiday =.= HARI RAYA ~ Zzz =.= sighsss , wish time would flow faster ~~~ 12 more days 12 more days alrk ~ cant stand it no more ):
Lalaalaaa ~
Bro & gf came back last night ~ Happy Happy to see them ~ But they aren’t staying for long ~ sighs , bored to death !!
Today today today ~ Lalaalaaa Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow ~ so , tomorrow’s Wednesday ... Last day of holiday T.T still planning what to do tomorrow ~ Hope its a busy day ... LOLS =.= Got so much to do ; ARGH .
Lalaalaaaa ~
Buhbye (:
y0ssh guysss (:
EXAM EXAM EXAM
Gambateh yeooo (:
( EXAM COUNTDOWN : 13 DAYS )
Mwuahsss <3
21 September 2009
Shalalaalaaa (:
Falling in l0ve with that song :X
Its old , Its kiddy , I don’t care , I l0ve it (:
( Kiss The Girl by COLBIE CAILLAT )
7pm : came back home , went straight to my precious computer ^^ and Shalalaalaaa :D
8pm : Finished dinner .
Lalaalaaa (:
Bored bored ):
Happy Happy today ^^ singsingsinggg (:
y0ssh guysss (:
EXAM EXAM EXAM
Gambateh yeooo (:
( EXAM COUNTDOWN : 14 DAYS )
Mwuahsss <3
20 September 2009
Eleven in the MORNING (:
11am : woke up , eyes wide open .
Was still DREAMING .
Got up , washed up and went back to bed .
*tried to get back to that DREAM*
11:30am : woke up . couldn’t sleep back in . argh ):
Got up , and here I am in front of the computer (:
Lalaalaaa (:
Will continue writing laterrrrr ~
Buhbye (:
y0ssh guysss (:
EXAM EXAM EXAM
Gambateh yeooo (:
( EXAM COUNTDOWN : 14 DAYS )
Mwuahsss <3>
19 September 2009
tired tired tired o.o
OMG . I am so tired o.o
I can barely open my eyes anymore ... *forcing myself*
*staring at the screen*
*trying to DREAM*
LOL . Lame =.=
Lalaalaaa (:
Today’s been a busy day . Hehh (: Barely even slept last night . woke up so early . went for breakfast with Evon . came back to her house . online , rest . Blah Blahh Blahhh ...
so DULL =.=
LOOKING FORWARD TO AN EXCITING DAY . For once , I wanna have FUN all day with my crazy pig friendsss (:
DREAMING BOUT THAT DAY .
Wish me LUCK , hope THAT dream comes true , at least Xp
Hmm ...
Getting panda eyes . OMG . that really cant happen o.o
Imagine PENGUIN + PANDA EYES .
OMG , SPOILED .
I really couldn’t picture that .
Hahas (:
OMG Imma faint if I keep this up ...
*Zzz yawn*
Lalaalaaa ; going to sleep .
Buhbye ):
y0ssh guysss (:
EXAM EXAM EXAM
Gambateh yeooo (:
( EXAM COUNTDOWN : 15 DAYS )
Mwuahsss <3
17 September 2009
Blelelelee =.=
Happy Happy (:
LOL =.=
Went back to bed just now . slept for 4 hours . weeee x) I am all hyper right now XD
Going out Going out (: weeee x) friends friendss friendsss (: miss my dear PIG FRIENDSSS x)
Lalaalaaa (: all prepared . waiting waiting , daddy come fetch me (: LOL =.= I am lame =.= Lalaalaaa Blehh Xp
--------------------------- 5 minutes later ---------------------------------
Zzz where’s my daddyyyyy ? ): Blehh Blehh Xp
Lalaalaaa ...
y0ssh guysss (:
EXAM EXAM EXAM
Gambateh yeooo (:
( EXAM COUNTDOWN : 16 DAYS )
Mwuahsss <3
moody ):
Feeling moody . don’t know what to do , don’t know what to say . what a day ):
Hmm ,
Woke up by nine , got bored . went online , I only see *BUSY* & *AWAY* signs .
Argh ...
So bored . sighs sighs sighs ... kept on thinking bout stewpid things . damn tired of those thingsss =.=
Argh argh argh argh Zzz
y0ssh guysss (:
EXAM EXAM EXAM
Gambateh yeooo (:
( EXAM COUNTDOWN : 16 DAYS )
Mwuahsss <3
HAPPY HAPPY (:
Back from tuition . well , what can I say ? IT WAS BORED . Zzz ( THOUGHT today would be any different – so wrong )
Hmm ...
Nothing special tonight . Dull , a bit happy , a bit excited , tired . LOL Zzz
uhmm ...
So , tomorrow’s Friday ( its HOLIDAY (: ) planning planning planning ... * getting an empty piece of paper in my mind * LOL ... ARGH ):
Suddenly I feel like going to school OMG o.o
SCHOOL’s SOO MUCH FUN . Aww ): miss my crazy & noisy PIG classmates (:
Mwuahsss (:
y0ssh guysss (:
EXAM EXAM EXAM
Gambateh yeooo (:
( EXAM COUNTDOWN : 17 DAYS )
ISSUES ♥ MIRACLES ♥ IL0VEY0U ♥
Happy Happy Happy (:
HAPPY & FUN day at school . LOL (: HOLIDAYSSS ... Hmm , haven’t made any plans ... would be bored . I am really sure everyone’s going out & BUSY busy busy they go ...
Huhuu ):
Hmm , how am I gonna enjoy this week huh ? Hahaa Xp
Sighsss ... I’m ALREADY bored . Hmm , tuition later on . Maybe I could think of something ... Tuition’s normally dull . Hope today’s different (: wish me LUCK (:
FEELING SO LUCKY (: Feeling like a miracle’s coming this way ...
weee x)
am so in l0ve x)
CRYSTAL (:
16 September 2009
tough LIFE ): IMISSU ; INEEDU
TOUGH LIFE . GOT MY LIFE STRANGLED UP . PRESSURE . EVERYONE’S GIVING PRESSURE . HIGH EXPECTATIONS . THEY EXPECT SO MUCH OF ME . FEEL SO USELESS .
I am trying my BEST . I am gonna study , I am gonna do what I can . I will try . I do not want pressure , I already give MYSELF pressure . I do not need more . I cant live in a pile of pressure . I wont succeed .
I know expectations are a boost to success ( well , something like that ) but it aint just my parents , my family . Its everyone I know . I really get that a lot . If I cant reach they’re expectations I feel so useless .
*I AM LAME =.=*
I NEED HELP ): I REALLY DO ):
WHY ARENT YOU THERE WHEN I NEED YOU ?
YOU’RE ALWAYS SO BUSY .
UHH , WHATEVER . I GIVE UP .
15 September 2009
EXAMS =.=
EXAM comes .
HATE .
When exam comes ,
The teachers get mad , they go crazy and SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD .
Besides that , SPOT CHECK .
OMG hate that .
And we get more homework when its coming to EXAMS .
More and more work work work .
ARGH
This and that blahh blahh blahh .
OMG Imma faint @_@
Havent studied yet :X
Aww man .
I don’t wanna fail T.T
ARGH ...
I know no one can help me if I DONT EVEN STUDY ,
Fine , whatever .
Blehh Xp
I guess I’ll study .
That is if I know where to start o.o
Blehh Xp
WISH ME LUCK yeoo (:
Yeeooo guys , EXAM EXAM .
Gambateh !!
STUDY SMART DONT STUDY HARD .
GOOD LUCK you guys (:
[ countdown : 18 days to go (: ]
Mwuahssss <3
BORING ):
DAMN BORED ):
Its 11am and I don’t think any of my friends are awake yet.
Hahaa
I cant believe I woke up so early .
LOL
Tried to go back to bed , but couldn’t fall asleep .
Kept wondering & thinking how am I gonna spend the noon .
I’d really rather go to school .
MORE FUN .
Zzz
Still thinking ...
OMG laa ...
Its like everyone on the planet has disappeared .
DAMN .
What happened to PEOPLE ?
Zzz
Everyone’s studying and I’m still DREAMING .
HOPELESS ; USELESS .
Lalaalaaa Xp
Yeeooo guys , EXAM EXAM .
Gambateh !!
STUDY SMART DONT STUDY HARD .
GOOD LUCK you guys (:
[ countdown : 18 days to go (: ]
Mwuahssss <3
Gambateh ~~
Sick ):
Hate hate .
Cant talk T.T
Nobody go online lately .
Exam exam / Busy busy .
SIGHS , miss them ):
Less chat , Less talk , Less out , Less spend ady .
OMG o.o
Tough laa ):
I miss the old days , really do .
Miss playing around , going crazy ,
Having FUN , not having to worry about anything ,
Aww i miss that ):
Yeeooo guys , EXAM EXAM .
Gambateh !!
STUDY SMART DONT STUDY HARD .
GOOD LUCK you guys (:
[ countdown : 19 days to go (: ]
Mwuahssss <3
14 September 2009
13 September 2009
smilesss ; everything's over (:
Damn tired .
I’ve realized something lately ...
After all those tough & rough days ...
Finally , I’ve got it all back .
I l0ve my FRIENDS .
I l0ve them .
They are the BEST .
So much to write ,
yet so little words can describe them .
I l0ve you guysss (:
Mwuahssss <3
11 September 2009
Saturdayssss (:
Man I LOVE SATURDAYS .
The good thing bout Saturdays is that we finish school by 11:ooam .
Wahahaa
Damn fun .
Walk around school , hang out late in class , destroy the teacher’s stuff .
LOL
Thats the best .
Then after that , out out out we go XD
Saturday is a day out for everyone in TTSS .
Busiest .
Hahaa .
LOVE it .
weeee x)
10 September 2009
sorry if that helps
Why do you always appear here and there ?
I’m sorry I just couldn’t accept the fact that you’ve suddenly throw me aside .
I feel so guilty .
Sorry .
I’m gonna try to forget , and put all of those memories aside .
I will try my best .
I really missed you .

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SICK ):
Aaaaahh ~
SICK SICK SICK ):
Missed school .
HATE HATE HATE .
Today was suppose to be really FUN .
ARGH ; hate hate .
Nobody’s online ,
Nobody accompany T.T
Aaaa ...
Going crazaayyyy T.T
Missed you
I know I’m useless .
I know I’m not gonna wake up tomorrow .
I know I’m aint nothing but rubbish .
I know I’m nothing like you .
I know I SUCK .
PS ( these aint complains XD )
Sorry Xp
I MISS YOU SO .
You’re running around my memories everyday .
You’re still there .
I know .
I just want to tell you
I MISS YOU ; I REALLY DO .
LUCKY ME .
Every moment every second (:
I MISS YOU ,
Now that you are out of my mind ;
And I am out of yours ,
I really miss you .
The OLD you .
Whyyy ?
Sighs ...
Memories are still there .
YOU WERE the BEST .
YOU WERE .
THANK YOU ; and SORRY .
For whatever .
Sighs .
GOOD NIGHT TO YOU ; sweet dreams .
Gonna MISS YOU .
LOVE YOU ALL :)
I l0ve it all .
And Imma learn NOT to complain bout things no more .
Imma tell myself : THIS IS LIFE .
Imma face it . or lose it .
Sigh .
This aint what I expected .
I feel so useless .
I couldn’t cheer anyone up no more .
I used to be good at it .
Aww man .
I losing it .
I’m losing everything .
I’m trying as hard to live this LIFE as expected .
I hate doing this as people expected of me .
It gives me pressure .
But if people expect nothing of me ,
I feel sad ; useless .
Why so ?
I aint liking this .
FAKING FAKING ...
You smiled ; You faked .
You aint happy ; I know .
I am sorry .
Everyone has to go through hard times .
Everyone has to go through different things .
Thats just sad .
But through those hard times ,
I realize WE ARE THE SAME .
No difference .
THIS IS LIFE .
We don’t control all this .
Its faith .
Well .
Thank you GOD (:
Humans =.=
I kept being scared by HUMANS
Hahaa
Human Beings
They are scary o.o
Hmm ...
Tiring night at tuition .
Some probs came up .
Everyone’s FAKING A SMILE .
Gosh ):
Hate seeing you guys like that .
Even if you can SMILE as BIG for me to see .
I know you are sad .
But at least you know you still could smile through hard times .
Thats tough , i know (:
Well , GOOD LUCK you guys .
shyttt
I DAMN HATE TUESDAYS & THURSDAYS
TUITION TUITION TUITION
I’M ALREADY TIRED EVEN THINKING BOUT IT
ARGH ;
SHIT SHIT SHIT
DAMN .
Damn tired Damn tired .
Today sleep in class ,
Got scolded a few times today .
During SCIENCE , played like HELL .
Damn it was FUN (:
Shit shit shit hate hate hate .
Blehh lalaalaaa =.=
09 September 2009
lalaalaaa ~
· She wolf – Shakira
· Issues – the Saturdays
· GEE – Girls Generation
· Release Me – Agnes
· I gotta feeling – Black Eye Peas
· Knock You Down – Keri Hilson feat. Kanye West & Ne Yo
· Evacuate The Dancefloor – Cascada
· Fallin’ For You – Colbie Caillat
· Hush – Hush – The Pussycat Dolls
· 1 minute 1 second – Epik High
· Obssesed – Mariah Carey
· Up – The Saturdays
· Love Drunk – Boys Like Girls
· Fearless – Colbie Caillat
· Down (feat. LiL wayne) – Jay Sean
· Runnin’ around – Colbie Caillat
· No Boundaries – Kris Allen
· New Divide – Linkin Park
· Her Diamonds – Rob Thomas
· I wont – Colbie Caillat
LOL ?
Well , you cant blame me for being bored ;P
ENJOY ^^
If it aint easy , it aint .
If it is EASY then EVERYTHING is .
If it aint hard then NOTHING is .
I dont have to say that one more time ,
its the same thing ...
EVERYTHING IS EASY .
EVERYTHING HAS ITS UPS AND DOWN .
EVERYTHING we do ,
Its all just like a little roller coaster .
We are all on it .
Things get hard when the coaster turns around .
It gets scary .
And after all that ;
Of course , there’s always EASY parts .
And when it slows down and finally stops ,
Our ride is over .
All of it turns back .
But obviously , there’s still lots more of rides we’d have to ride .
This is life .
Live it ; Get use to it .
Wednesdayssss
Exciting day .
^^
I’m a LUCKY GIRL :)
Hmm ...
Nothing special bout today .
Same old Wednesday .
FUN FUN FUN ^^
Looking forward to Friday .
And of course next week .
Last week of ALL activities .
But bad news is EXAM IS COMING .
Sighsss .
Gotta study really hard this time .
If I fail , Imma DIE .
Well , WISH ME LUCK !
Mwuahsss <3
Happy Happy Birthday :)
09 . 09 . 09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELVIN GOR ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .
^^
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y to ELVIN GOR ~
BEST WISHES ^^

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08 September 2009
waiting
Boring night ...
Lost a few things this week ..
ARGH .
Lose Lose Lose this and that Zzz
Hate ohh =.=
Hmm ...
Waiting waiting ...
Tick tock tick tock
ARGH ...
Still waiting ...
Zzz
weee x)
Dont get excited .
I didn’t say I forgive you lea XDXD
Hahaa XD
Don’t care you don’t care you
Blehh ;P
Zzz
Aww come on , even You can see I’m bored
Hehee ;P
Sighs bored bored bored .
Got nothing to do
Have no idea what to do .
Bro’s going back soon .
Sadddd ...
LONELY me T.T
ARGH .
I wan chocolateeee XD
Chubby make me cry T.T
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Hmph T.T
Hmm , happy day . nothing special .
Well , Lets see ...
What happened today , huh .
Hmm , for starters .
I was late to school ( AGAIN =.= )
Get use to it , I’m always late XD
Hmm , then ...
CHINESE class , the teacher got mad at me .
She looked at me fiercely Zzz
Then talk bout nonsense
Uhh , whatever laa .
stwpid Freakish mole .
argh
During SEJARAH , I was scolded .
That teacher damn LC laa ...
Kept looking at me .
What lahh ?
Come punch me laa =.=
Blehh :P
Hmm , huge prob with our class today .
Yvonne cried like hell OMG
So scary ;P
Everyone surrounded her XD
I felt very happy in class today .
Damn happy .
They all are so funny XD
I LOVE THEM .
^^
Someone found my purse OMG !
XD
But hope its still in one piece tomorrow T.T
WISH ME LUCK ^^
06 September 2009
The little GIRL's LIFE
MISS THE OLD YOU
MISS THE OLD ME
MISS IT ALL
MISSED IT ; LOVED IT .
EVERYONE’S DAILY RUITINE :
1. Wake up
2. Survive
3. Go back to bed
Hahaa XD SO TRUE ;P
Today wasn’t any special .
I’m so curious today .
NEW PEOPLE ; NEW FRIENDS ; NEW ME .
Same ruitine everyday .
Wake up , go to school , live , and sleep .
I miss school .
I miss you .
Miss ya’ll
Love ya , Mwuahsss <3
04 September 2009
放下了尊严,放下了个性,放下了固执,都只是因为放不下你。我真的很爱你!!!
我以为小鸟飞不过沧海,是以为小鸟没有飞过沧海的勇气,十年以后我才发现,不是小鸟飞不过去,而是沧海的那一头,早已没有了等待你走的那天,我决定不掉泪,迎着风撑着眼帘用力不眨眼多谢你的绝情,让我学会死心带著一根烟.浪迹天涯木头对火说:"抱我"!火拥抱了木头`木头微笑着化为灰烬!火哭了!泪水熄灭了自己当木头爱上烈火注定会被烧伤当眼泪流下来,才知道,分开也是另一种明白.我真的爱你,闭上眼,以为我能忘记,但流下的眼泪,却没有骗到自己回家的路上我哭了,眼泪再一次崩溃孓.无能为力这样走着,再也不敢骄傲奢求了.我还能够说些什么,我还能够做些什么?我好希望你会听见,因为爱你我让你走了.......不要轻易说爱,许下的承诺就是欠下的债!是我的终究是我的`我终归是你的一个过客`你始终不爱我`注定我和你就是什么都不会发生`注定`注定只是注定`不管我怎么跨越不管我怎么想靠近你`你还是会离开我的`我好想你`好想好想你`好想好想见你脸上的快乐,别人看得到.心里的痛又有谁能感觉到.分手后不可以做朋友,因为彼此伤害过.不可以做敌人.因为彼此深爱过,所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人.有的人与人之间的相遇就像是流星,瞬间迸发出令人羡慕的火花,却注定只是匆匆而过.时间会慢慢沉淀,有些人会在你心底慢慢模糊.学会放手,你的幸福需要自己的成全.我能感觉到你的心痛,你有你说不出的无奈...但是你做出一副无所谓的样子,你越是这样我就越难受`有些的时候,正是为了爱才悄悄躲开.躲开的是身影,躲不开的却是那份默默的情怀.爱到分才显珍贵,很多人都不懂珍惜拥有.只到失去才看到,其实那最熟悉的才是最珍贵的.有时,爱也是种伤害.残忍的人,选择伤害别人,善良的人,选择伤害自己.你走了,带着我全部的爱走了,只是一句分手.我忍着眼泪看着你的背影,好想最后在抱你一次,好想在对你说一次"我爱你"淋过雨的空气,疲倦了的伤心,我记忆里的童话已经慢慢的融化.既然爱,为什么不说出口,有些东西失去了,就在也回不来了!相爱是种感觉,当这种感觉已经不在时,我却还在勉强自己,这叫责任!分手是种勇气!当这种勇气已经不在时,我却还在鼓励自己,这叫悲壮!-人生不止,寂寞不已.寂寞人生爱无休,寂寞是爱永远的主题.我和我的影子独处.它说它有悄悄话想跟我说.它说它很想念你^原来`我和我的影子`都在想你.在完美的彼岸刚刚上演了一场悲剧,所有的血与泪在枯萎的荆棘蕴育出一个花蕾,它将经历轮回的七场雷雨,然后绽放在潮湿的空气中鱼上钩了,那是因为鱼爱上了渔夫,它愿用生命来博渔夫一笑.喜欢在你身上留下属於我的印记,却不曾记起你从未属於过我如果有一天,不再喜欢你了,我的生活会不会又像从前那样堕落,颓废我不想再要那样的生活,所以,在我还没有放弃你之前,请你,至少要喜欢上我其实我一直在你身边守候,等你靠在我肩上诉说,会不会有那么一天,你的温柔都属于我,我不会再让你难过,让你的泪再流!你当我是个风筝,要不把我放了,要不然收好带回家,别用一条看不见的情思拴着我,让我心伤.窗外下着雪,泡一杯咖啡,握到它凉了,才知道又想起了你.我的期待你如何才能明白!第一次哭是因为你不在,第一次笑是因为遇到你,第一次笑着流泪是因为不能拥有你!岁月就象一条河,左岸是无法忘却的回忆,右岸是值得把握的青春年华,中间飞快流淌的,是年轻隐隐的伤感.世间有许多美好的东西,但真正属于自己的却并不多.看庭前花开花落,荣辱不惊,望天上云卷云舒,去留无意.在这个纷绕的世俗世界里,能够学会用一颗平常的心去对待周围的一切,也是一种境界.我们的生活有太多无奈,我们无法改变,也无力去改变,更糟的是,我们失去了改变的想法.看庭前花开花落,荣辱不惊,望天上云卷云舒,去留无意.在这个纷绕的世俗世界里,能够学会用一颗平常的心去对待周围的一切,也是一种境界.人生最遗憾的,莫过于,轻易地放弃了不该放弃的,固执地,坚持了不该坚持的简单安静的生活其实不幸福`所以我只拥抱刹那`绵延持久的感觉根本不快乐`所以我只信仰瞬间``有些失去是注定的,有些缘分是永远不会有结果的.爱一个人不一定会拥有,拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱她.心已死,泪也干,不堪回首魂亦牵.梦惊醒,不了情,往事如烟挥不去.亦虚亦实,亦爱亦恨,叶落无声花自残.只道是,寻寻觅觅,冷冷清清,凄凄惨惨戚戚;却无奈,天长地久有时尽,此恨绵绵无绝期.世界上没有任何东西可以永恒.如果它流动,它就流走;如果它存著,它就干涸;如果它生长,它就慢慢凋零.一个做女人的痛苦:当她和她所爱的男人有了肉体关系以后,她就很自然地把这种关系视为一种永远,但男人却可以不同,他们可能只会觉得那是生存方式的又一种演绎.正如书上说的:男女之间,在没有婚姻的承诺前,还是保持简单的关系为好,否则,真的没有岁月可以回头.如果,不幸福,如果,不快乐,那就放手吧;如果,舍不得、放不下,那就痛苦吧.人生短短几十年,不要给自己留下了什么遗憾,想笑就笑,想哭就哭,该爱的时候就去爱,无谓压抑自己.人生的苦闷有二,一是欲望没有被满足,二是它得到了满足.所谓花心,就是有了爱情和面包,还想吃蛋糕的心情;所谓外遇,就是潜出围城,跌入陷阱;所谓浪漫,就是帮老婆买包心菜时,还会顺手带回一支玫瑰花;所谓厨房,就是结婚时红地毯通向的正前方.不敢说出口,因为我胆小,因为如果你拒绝,我以后就不能够再见到你了,宁愿默默的爱着你,不能让你知道,直到,直到你投进别人的环抱!一个人想事好想找个人来陪.一个人失去了自己.不知还有没有要在追的可望.这个世界就这么不完美.你想得到些什么就不得不失去些什么.恋爱,在感情上,当你想征服对方的时候,实际上已经在一定程度上被对方征服了.首先是对方对你的吸引,然后才是你征服对方的欲望.我放下了尊严,放下了个性,放下了固执,都只是因为放不下你.如果爱上,就不要轻易放过机会.莽撞,可能使你后悔一阵子;怯懦,却可能使你后悔一辈子.没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的,没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的.爱情使人生丰富,痛苦使爱情升华.
EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING I LOVE >.<
· I LOVE MY FRIENDS
· I LOVE SCHOOL
· I LOVE TO PLAY
· I LOVE BEING CRAZAYY
And lastly , I LOVE YOU
EVERYTHING I HATE >.<
· I HATE TEACHERS
· I HATE PREFECTS
· I HATE RULES
Because I RULE .
tough week ; great friends
Hate it .
Kept being scolded .
Everywhere .
In class , In school , at home .
EVERYWHERE
Damn sad .
· Everytime you guys were here to cheer me up
· Anytime you guys can cheer me up
· YOU GUYS ROCK .
· YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST ^^
LOVE yaa , Mwuahsss :D
SHE ISNT ALL "THAT"
She wont care ; she aint gonna bother .
She aint a good friend .
She’s childish , she really is .
I hate IT , i really do .
03 September 2009
JUST GROW UP already .
I dont hate you .
I hate your stinking attitude .
I mean come on , GROW UP already .
LIFE .
Just because your daring to do anything ,
It still doesnt comes to you .
Just because people are scared of you ,
It still doesn’t mean you RULE them .
Just because you can tell everyone to do things ,
It doesn’t mean you are the BOSS .
And for the record ,
You aint the boss of me .
And I aint f*cking scared of you .